a pic in my mind

.wish i'm there with you.

2010-06-27T14:12:00.001+08:00

when i drew this picture,

i wish i was there with you.

it has been a long wait.

way too long.

When Two Become One

2010-02-01T13:11:00.003+08:00

在拍下这一幕时

我突然有种想结婚的冲动

.Split Ends.

2009-11-23T13:54:00.003+08:00

" there's a reason why these 2 words can never be used to substitute each other.."

Freedom?

2009-10-30T10:02:00.002+08:00

How many times have we wanted to seek for that freedom and ended up being trapped again?

If you love me,

you wont wanna cage me up in your form of love.

Colours of my peN

2009-09-20T16:58:00.003+08:00

春

秋
冬

我的夏天是一段悲伤的回忆，
有些事一旦过去了，
你再怎么努力，他也不可能再回来。

To: Hungry Monster...

2009-07-16T01:52:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to u... :)

*难得我画了一幅快乐画作

。理所当然。

2009-06-24T00:36:00.003+08:00

不论是情人或朋友，

我总会挺身而出，

就为保护这些我所在乎的人。

不过，

请别挥霍我对你的好，

因为我的好不该被看作是一种理所当然。

*小记：今天差一点被关卡砸到头，还好闪过不然就死跷跷！哈真是人生无常，请珍惜身边的人。

有房出租？

2009-06-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

在她离开的那一刻，

我把心锁上。

而她却一走了之，

把我心房的钥匙也弄丢了。

若我有房出租，

你是否能帮我打开这道锁？

寻找对的人？

2009-06-04T23:54:00.003+08:00

"众里寻他千百度，漠然回首

那人却在灯火阑珊处"

拍下这张照片时，脑海里出现的就是那么一句话

太多时候我们都在寻找口中所提的“对的人”

在被伤害了一次又一次之后，

我们或许因执著而迷失方向。

是否，

对的人其实就触手可及？

我的桃花园？

2009-06-01T00:30:00.005+08:00

你所看到的，

是我满院子的花朵。

看不到的是，

没有一朵是属于我的无奈。

*身边确实有比较多的异性朋友，但不是心有所属就是碰不得，怎么可能！

小强。突击！

2009-05-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

今晚是第二晚被小强突击，

毛毛的小身躯就这样爬过脚趾头

还没反应过来

它却早已远去

心里毛毛之余，也希望小强能多吃宵夜早点胖死！

呼！

寂寞有时也是这样出来突击的。

遗失

2009-05-16T01:18:00.004+08:00

提着重重的遗失物

我会尽责地替你找回

勇气不见了，我给你

难过不要了，我帮你保留

城市变得太大

越寂寞越美好？

那一晚

我在灯火阑珊处下

拿起长长的遗失物名单

努力地为它们寻回主人

那一晚

你是否也看见了我所遗失的爱情与承诺？

气球

2009-05-02T01:17:00.003+08:00

对你的思念轻如气球
却犹如一条剪不断的线牵引着我

你走得太快

我无法跟上

就算现在

我也只能在你身后祝福你

你的快乐，我的不舍

我们的解脱

XOXO

2009-04-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

最近渴望一个真挚的拥抱

来填补思念的空隙

再怎么不舍

我也无法在握着你那熟悉的手

别再说对不起

因为我的痛与无能为力

你不会了解

我要的不是"sorry"

"Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly,
I fall Without my wings,
I feel so small I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face,
it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away"

~Everytime~

*i drew this pic from a pic i found online, a pic she once gave me, a pic named hugs

说好的幸福呢？

2009-04-04T12:45:00.002+08:00

你说你要的世界，我不能了解，

既然要离开，或许当初话就不该说得太美。

多少次，

你，你，你，你还有你，

都和我一样为了美丽的爱情而坚守着诺言，

却在承诺破灭的那一刻迷失了方向？

到了终点

伤痕累累，又怎样？

不甘愿，又能怎样？

回忆再美，又怎样？
我也只不过是你所遗忘的幸福罢了

<一个人>

2009-03-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

下雨天了怎么办　我好想你
不敢打给你　我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音　变得好熟悉
沉默的场景　做你的代替陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷 (疲惫)
谁和我一样　等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会　寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞　一个人擦泪　一个人好累

怎样的雨　怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大　天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实　没有我你分不清那些彻别　
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过　别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
~《下雨天》~

..你的影子..

2009-03-24T09:53:00.005+08:00

你曾为我作的画，

一幅幅因思念而作的画

我还想你，

也还爱你。

：傻瓜：

2009-03-24T00:58:00.003+08:00

受了伤却不投降，相信付出会有代价
爱上了我不保留，却被爱情伤了又伤

相信这个她不一样

却又再一次受伤
~《傻瓜》~

..自由..

2009-03-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

我心目中的自由就是这么一个画面，

很平静的，一切烦恼就让它随风而去。。

至少，我是这么努力着

.放逐.

2009-03-15T12:11:00.004+08:00

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
~《记得》~

.就是你.

2009-03-08T00:46:00.005+08:00

那一晚，我看见一片星空
却不能直接和你分享心动的一刻
原来等待是一段很长的路
而思念就是唯一的指南针

快乐牛

2009-03-08T00:38:00.005+08:00

那天才发现原来一幅画也能让人快乐

那，我的快乐牛又是什么样？

寂寞。画面

2009-02-23T23:02:00.001+08:00

一个人的寂寞
..原来是淡黄色的..

距离。思念

2009-02-20T00:32:00.004+08:00

再此提起了笔

。原来思念是淡红色。

不是说好了吗?

2007-08-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

不是说好了吗?
晚餐终究不在饭桌上...
谁也不原妥协...
一个晚上应该很快就会过去...
饥饿只是一种感觉,很快就过去的...
就想等待的寂寞一样...
可是....
我们不是都说好了吗?

..胡思乱想..

2007-07-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

也许你不知道...
也许你不明了...
毕竟距离越近越看不清楚...
幸福? 我想我只能暂且和它说再见~

.:一首陪雨哭泣的歌曲:.

2007-06-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

ok kinda created my own "stick person" after visiting stickgal's blog... anyway i hav not tot of a name for it though... the curly fringe represents me though...=P anyway drew this juz now when it's still raining n i was listening to 小情歌 by sodagreen... kinda emo again... bleah...

Would you be there?

2007-05-30T12:03:00.001+08:00

很多时后当我们需要彼此时,

我们却无法在彼此身边...

拥抱着你却感觉不到你...

这样的感觉很冷...

因为我感觉离你好远...

若放弃了,那当初的承诺又代表什么?

<-- 走 . 出--

2007-04-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

你把我逼到无可后退....
当时窗外的天空来得比家中更自由,
你的言语让我模糊了视线...
我拖着一线的心碎直奔门外,
家? 是什么?

错乱 . 情绪化

2007-03-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

feeling kinda emo on friday night... this pic kinda summarize my whole day... ermmm but glad things turned out fine in the end... i like the top left corner part best... =) ermmm k enough said... feel this drawing...

P.L.A.Y

2007-02-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

卸下一切压力…
我拉着风筝不断地往前跑…
一段感情若已断了线,握的再紧也于事无补…
毕竟你已往更高的一方飞去…

May i love u?

2007-02-04T17:02:00.000+08:00

当你把手放在我手心

我仿佛握着全世界...

也再次找到了爱一个人的奇妙感觉...

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:.借口 2.:

2006-12-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

as promised.. this is the second part of jie4 kou3... maybe it's the ending conclusion of it.... hmmm leaving in 2.5 hrs time...
how fun....

..LonelinesS..

2006-12-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

i rem i once wrote on my blog that loneliness is when you start thinking of where to place your hands... something lidat... last night i felt the same thing again.. n this feeling serious sucks to the core...

before that i watched a comedy... after one good laugh i actually felt even more empty inside... so by the time i got a seat i was practically stoning juz like wat u see on the pic now...

i drew this pic last night before i started drawing another pic which i'll post it up soon... it's the part 2 of 借口....

眼神 . 放空

2006-12-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm if u ask me what i had done during the studying period.. i'll show u this was wat i did during that period...

too many factors distracting me... i wasn't able to concentrate... not only that i felt as if i was spliting right into 2 even till now...

若眼睛是灵魂之窗,

那放空的眼神...

又是否能让你看出我的内心世界吗?

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.~借口~.

2006-11-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

ermmm... it has been 1.5 mths since i last drew anything proper... yesterdae ninnie gave me my second sketch book so i've decided to draw something on it... the feelings i had while drawing this pic is kinda subtle... juz like the i feeling had for... ermmm nvm... though not too strong but simple...

简单的喜欢...

或许就不会有要求...

在夜深人静独自想起你时...

也就不会太难过~

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.未知数.

2006-11-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

喜欢会因为对方的置之不理

而织成重重的乌云...

即使站在最高的那一端

我却找不到你的方向...

我的寂寞... 或许...

就来自你的

... 未知数 .....

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恋 . life . 友

2006-10-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

this week i will post this pic... coz it juz came to my mind... sometimes i'm glad not many still keep track to this blog... at least i can type some other stuff here too...

had a great repercussion after a short convers with pw.... izzit because of studies that i've neglected those whom i care for... izzit because we juz choose to oversee some stuff...

若友情,恋情都如烛光般不定

我愿用双手努力呵护也不愿让它熄灭,

即使烧伤了也值得...

因为守着总比拥有来得更难...

在我内心深处不代表你已透明...

叹着气..

我的手微微颤抖着...

.. without you ..

2006-10-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

ermmm ebi said that it's been a long time since i update this blog... yup... it has been 2 months since i last touched my drawing pen and i wonder who still visit this blog... saw this image n feel that it's nice... this sketch is a mixture of feeling...

u'll be able to see nice clean lines as well as rough sketchy lines... coz some tots poped up in the midst of the drawing process... so ermmm yup... anyway wun say it's a good sketch but well... at least it expressed how i'm still looking for a "u"...

为什么当脑海是一片空白时,眼前出现的却是一片黑...

:.Concentration.:

2006-08-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

this is a pic i drew 2 yrs ago... till now i still think it's my best pencil sketches out of all my drawings... maybe it's juz the feeling... anyway 15 min ago i drew another one...
it has been quite some time since i sketch with a pencil so since i'm quite bored, i've decided to pick up that pencil again n sketched out this pic... hmmm looks not bad i reckon... =P

it's another full moon... 或许我和你就象月亮与太阳,永远都不可能在同一片天出现... 三年了,我好象只记得有那么一个人...

Kiss Goodbye

2006-07-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

那一幕停留在那一刻...
我望着你的背影, 深知距离的遥远...
牵着你的手, 不是我...
而在你走后, 只剩我...

..秋千..

2006-07-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

i drew this pic after listening to fan4 wei3 qi2's <<秋千>>... it's a song frm her previous album... hmmm this pic came appearing to my mind so i decided to sketch it out... and also because i read something frm <<挪威的森林>> that really depicted how i felt these few yrs...

"没有什么人喜欢孤独的. 只是讨厌失望而已."~<<挪威的森林>>

no one loves to be lonely, it's only because i hate to be disappointed....

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男人:Man

2006-07-02T02:52:00.000+08:00

drew this pic on fri b4 i went for work... hmmm wonder if u're can see the link btw the pic n the title? rem once i read on this book call why men lied n why women cried n it says that there's very limited expressions u can get frm a man's face... recently my hair's getting abit Q too... bleah...

oKaY~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

say say say~~!!! okay!~~ hoo~~~~ this is one of the few times i drew without copy or modifying any pics... hmmm these r the images that got printed on my mind recently n since i'm so bored might as well draw it out... saw this figurine of this guy riding scooter, yesterdae with ah pia, damn funny so i decided to draw him out n recently my bunch of frens hav been "say! say! say!" or "okay~~~~~" or "youhoo~~~~!", thats y i decided to draw my version of short hard gay! hahahah... not too bad i reckon... yup... thats all for now... mentally n physically drained hoo!!!!

~Rain~

2006-06-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

topic for this week is rain... k i shall show the above pic first... it's a drawing i drew 1 yr ago after watching a jap movie : Be With You... it was really touching... the kid hung the sunny doll upside down hoping for rainy days so that he'll be able to see his mother again... a very heart warming film... anyway below is the pic i juz drawn...
finished drawing this pic in 10 mins... plus some photoshop editing too... hmmm this is the pic that came into my mind when i saw the topic for this week : rain... i learnt to appreciate the rain because of this gal (her nick was rAin...)whom i liked when i was 16... she taught me that listening to the rain can be a simple bliss... hmmm thats the feeling i wanna bring out with this drawing... listen to the rain with me, will you?

.:离家不远:.

2006-06-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

随着成长远离家乡
回头遥望我满肩坚强
为了梦想振翅飞翔
怎么遗忘熟悉的家香
when you feel the slip
when you start to crack
when it's all to hell
know i have your back
whether right or wrong
is beside the point
'cause we're more than blood
当我张开翅膀试图往梦里闯
时间却不经意迷失家的方向
当我满载成就回头向起点望
灰尘布满翅膀飞不回那扇窗
想像远方绚烂星光
钟声敲醒如茵的艳阳
为了梦想我选择翱翔
怎么换回淡淡的忧伤
张开翅膀却迷失方向
如果你记得方向家就在不远前方
只有家的灯光比夜空中的星星还亮
要是你迷失方向想找个地方流浪
家永远在你的身旁
太阳才交替月亮星星又笼罩了窗
爸妈斑驳的鬓角诉说了逝去的时光
就算没地方流浪只要你记得方向
家永远在你的身旁
当我张开翅膀
时间却不经意迷失家的方向
当我满载成就灰尘布满翅膀飞不回那扇窗

the above is the lyrics from the song <<离家不远>> by 南拳妈妈... i saw a warrior finding his way back home after achieving wat he wanted... but hmmm... thats the feeling the song gave me...

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*note: i know brenda u wun understand wat the chi. words mean... i'll translate to u next time..=)

~Dance~

2006-06-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

the above illustration is for this week's topic : Dance... hmmm it's a song that formed the image in my mind... a fairy-tale-like one with fairies n fair lady dancing in florals... a mixture of feeling of summer n autumn... enjoy the dance...

其实是听到了南拳妈妈的<<水晶蜻蜓>>而找到了这个主题的感觉...画的时候很开心,有种自由舞着的感觉... 所以颜色都较为鲜艳...但要自由地跳着舞已是那么难,就象快乐不可能被玻璃瓶收藏,最后我们是否连快乐的舞步也把它遗忘了呢?

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.::.Jungle.::.

2006-06-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok "jungle" was supposed to be the topic of illustration friday this week... but juz like brenda... i din noe wat to draw... ended up she drew a few separate animals while i actually felt lost when i saw the word.. "jungle"....
decided to start drawing a boy with a lantern when i was on my way to meet jia n maggie...then subsequently i saw ppl flowing into the mrt train so i added in a few more characters into my drawing...

jungle:place of bewildering complexity or ruthless struggle...

i know i look damn weird drawing in a mrt cabin... but hmmm... does it mean that u're weird too if u keep making an effort stuggling for wat u really want?

.:.Tonight.:.

2006-06-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

went out with yiQ last night... i don't know y emotions juz filled me up again on my way home... i closed my eyes n i saw someone falling right down... i juz wanna kick the habit n sleep peacefully tonight....

"i wanna cry, i wanna cry... 直到你明白,我的全世界停在tonight...."

portrait

2006-06-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

i can draw all those smiles that u wan on my portrait..but u'll never be able to erase those tears frm my face.....

我是否是因为剧情还是在为自己掉泪?

portrait....

Silent Happiness...

2006-05-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

ok i know this week's topic for illustration friday is supposed to be CAKE but i reckon silent happiness will fit better for the drawing above... this wasn't the first tot i had in my mind when i looked at the word "cake"... someone said i'm a morbid for linking foetus n cakes n stuff so lets say "Yay! CAKE!"... n this came upon my mind... i wonder if soffiato can be considered as a form of cake coz i really like it with warm chocolate flowing inside it n a scoop of nice vanilla ice-cream on top of the warm chocolate cake...yum... hmmm lets indulge in this silent happiness tonight... cake...

smothering...

2006-05-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm before i leave for taiwan... the above 2 r the pics i drew when i suffered frm migraine 3 yrs ago... also becoz of the rel... anyway i drew quite a few but most were torn as i used too much force on the drawings... hmmm tot of these drawings after i saw branda's one... guess the feeling is bout the same... i cried when i drew these 2 pics... the tear stain is actually still there...

Sorry...

2006-05-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

a pic for this week's theme --- "sorry"... sorry i wasn't the one born up to expectation.. sorry i wasn't the one u hav imagined... sorry i felt like quitting this role of being a stranger at times... sorry i juz cant say it all infront of u n keeping it all inside of me... sorry....

angel 2

2006-05-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

this is another angel pic drew by me though with some effects frm photoshop... hmmm got my inspiration when i was listening to "superman" by five for fighting... "Wish that I could cry...Fall upon my knees...Find a way to lie...About a home I'll never see~~~"

Angels n Devils

2006-05-17T13:37:00.000+08:00

this pic was drawn last year... though i've drawn another one but this is the one which i drew out of some tots n feelings i had at that period of time.. simple sketch though... angels n devils.